You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
Be happy alone.
07 July, 2012 / 7/07/2012 01:22:00 am
Hi. Prelims over haha I'm quite sure I fared badly for this prelim. Really gonna buck up and prove those worthless people wrong you know. Not gonna disappoint myself and regret again. So I've sorted out my thinking and settled my feelings yay :-) Not gonna be sad over worthless people. Not gonna post all those emotional stuff because it gets pointless over time. I'm always depressed over friendships problems and all those shit. Always a sensitive crazy woman. What for? People come and go yeah? Why bother be sad over small things when they're tons of better things to dwell on? Some feelings and memories got to be kept and slowly forgotten. Pe a positive lil lady and enjoy every bit of your life, you only live once. Anw I've got to be more appreciative. Many things went back to the track and I'm kind of glad hahaha at least I didn't lose everything. Really thankful of all those friends who bothered help me, considering my attitude, my personality. Im seriously some rotten and lousy kid. I dont have good grades, ain't popular nor smart, not a teachers' fav, have some kind of a bad conduct and such. They could just leave me and laugh at me, but somehow they still bothered t talk to me. Not sure how these will last for me. Not putting any high hopes on people not leaving me because good things never seem to last for me. Single, free, happy. Enjoying the freedom. Oh I bought my one direction album recently. I've got a poster too! The only thing that sucks is that I can't put it up, don't think my mum gna let me fangirl either :/. But at least I've got it right!!! haha see, there're much more things to be happy about in life.
You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
Be happy alone.
07 July, 2012 / 7/07/2012 01:22:00 am
Hi. Prelims over haha I'm quite sure I fared badly for this prelim. Really gonna buck up and prove those worthless people wrong you know. Not gonna disappoint myself and regret again. So I've sorted out my thinking and settled my feelings yay :-) Not gonna be sad over worthless people. Not gonna post all those emotional stuff because it gets pointless over time. I'm always depressed over friendships problems and all those shit. Always a sensitive crazy woman. What for? People come and go yeah? Why bother be sad over small things when they're tons of better things to dwell on? Some feelings and memories got to be kept and slowly forgotten. Pe a positive lil lady and enjoy every bit of your life, you only live once. Anw I've got to be more appreciative. Many things went back to the track and I'm kind of glad hahaha at least I didn't lose everything. Really thankful of all those friends who bothered help me, considering my attitude, my personality. Im seriously some rotten and lousy kid. I dont have good grades, ain't popular nor smart, not a teachers' fav, have some kind of a bad conduct and such. They could just leave me and laugh at me, but somehow they still bothered t talk to me. Not sure how these will last for me. Not putting any high hopes on people not leaving me because good things never seem to last for me. Single, free, happy. Enjoying the freedom. Oh I bought my one direction album recently. I've got a poster too! The only thing that sucks is that I can't put it up, don't think my mum gna let me fangirl either :/. But at least I've got it right!!! haha see, there're much more things to be happy about in life.