shall post something more useful later on :)

hey all.
listening to my papa, uncle talking about their happenings when they were young right now. Its kinda.. cool? They shared with us thosechildhood stories when they were in the changi Kampong(?) told us that it was only 50c to consult a doctor, 15c to buy a bowl of noodles, how they had to helped out the family last time after school, how hard life used to be, how lucky we are now...
Memories.
Oh yeah suddenly remembered that time where all the cousins gather together to talk crap, i think it was during that period where granny passed away. Eldest(?) cousin told us how her younger bro, my other cousin managed to woo his current wife. Haha he was figuring how to fold hearts/stars for his crush. Its like so sweet? :p I think its his first love LOL. Admire their r/s. they have been tgt for like, 10 yrs? So now they're married with a cute lil' boy. This is love yo.

I'm really bored nao.hahaha.

"这是爱 当无心伤害
这是爱 当脾气更改
挫折又期待 你说你不信这是爱
这是爱 当赌气离开
这是爱 当偷着遗憾
没通过试练的爱 就不算是真的爱"

Still in love with this song.I'm otw to granny's house. Heheh. Anw, I envy those people in a group/band living with each othwr under the same roof. I mean its like, since they're gonna be stuck with you till your career(?)ends? I kinda envy the bonds they had together, the freling of working together, eating together, laughing together, working hard together for the same goal, and cry together, get happy together,when you're feeling tired or sad, or had problem that no one could understand, they could be there to comfort me. That feeling is somewhat like th fac period, where 4 of us studies tgt, eat tgt, sleep together. We lost we cry together, we won we laugh together.
Yes. I'm that weird. Well maybe its because since young I don't have anyone to talk to? I mean like me and my bro has a age gap of 5y.o. & I always wanted many siblings or smtg, cause I like the feelinf of being in a big grp/team/ whatever.
Gotta Be Realistic yo.
//
Life was okay for me? I failed my first Amaths test of the year. FAC is around the corner so I should really start studying f.a and h.n. Gonna so something useful before I end January 2012. Had lots of fun and laughter and I have to thank all my awesome friends for that :o) Gonna be contented for everything yeah, sometimes too much of aomething isn't good!! blueak.

"I'll just find my love"-B1A4

Hey all. cca fair ended, so do those tough training we all had, standing under the sun, all those sweat and all those hard work, I hope its worth it! :).
CCA fair today and went to school, rushing here and there, because the whole situation was kinda hectic. Was pretty nervous, couldn't even do the slow march when I first started*-* But it went better along the 3 mins~. Well its kinda pathetic how we trained for 1month for this 4 min performance. But I hope all those hard work we had put in are well paid off :) & hope that WWSJ could recruit some great sec1s!^^. I didn't know how well we did for our Fancy drill, and honestly speaking, I don't really believed it when others/corp mates/ officers/ teachers said that they were happy with our performance. But I still hope we did well hahahahaha.

I don't why, but it just goes on.

Hey. I'm back from NYP visiting heheh. School was okay today. We changed our class sitting arrangements. And I'm sitting beside gladys dumbtan now :>. I'm in the second row, LIKE FINALLY YEAH. infront of me was jiaxian and weien, and Nadhirah and natasha behind me heheh. Bgwl wasn't too far from me:). Hope I'll grow to like the seat more, since its windy heheh.
School's dismissed at around 1.40. You see the new timetable with 35/period makes the starting/ ending time for every lesson so awkward. Went to canteen for lunch and rushed up agn to find jx and cass cuz I had forgotten to do so x.x Then settled some saint john stuffs blablabla. Set off to NYP! It was kind of boring, but still fun? Get to know more even thou I dobt think I'm gna get into that school. So had quite a few thought throughout the trip but has no link to the NYP thing. Was laughing quite a lot, because of the lift and the faci's bagde and gladys' sound making stitch and those actions 4E did and everything else. Feeling restless and sleepy aft the whole thing cuz I didn't have enough sleep over the few days.
Anyway there's cca rehearsal tmr, mega sian-ness cuz I am kind of tired over cca stuffs. But well. Endure it yo. Few more months to pass out, and I think I'll miss saintjohn so gna try to enjoy everything I'm doing nao.

//Sometimes you start to lose the importance of someone whom has been dearest to you.
But its not because you are not impt to me anymore.

Hey. Its the second day of the school. westwood has made some of the changes since the sxh starts,like shifting the westwood intouch and home@ww session to the last few periods in school. The sec4s no longer has aircon in their classrooms, and for 4E, ms cai and mr Samuel are no longer our form & co-form teachers. Feeling abit sad but Ms cerenna ng and Mdm fauziah doesn't seem bad too. Just that its pity(?) that Ms Cai didn't follow up to teach us for sec4.

School wasn't bad today, has quite some fun, esp Amaths lesson. So Marcus was whistling the whistle part in troublemaker & Gladys heard it. Then she told mr and Weien about it and we start laughing out loud about it hahahaha. I think later on Jared went to whistle and we laughed again. We laughed again and again when they keep on whistling, not knowing the situation. I think we spent like half of the amaths lesson laughing and attempting to whistle heh. speaking of Amaths I hope yo do better for it, as least to pass consistently or something? Same goes for the other subjects. I can't afford to fail anymore. gonna start working hard aft this week so as to get my desired results. Yeap its abit early but isn't it better? :) Anyway I can't celebrate cny with everyone so. yeah. All the best!

这是爱 当无心伤害
这是爱 当脾气更改
挫折又期待 你说你不信这是爱。

So this song is stuck in my head, currently. Too bad its only for 1min30sec *_*
//
Was talking to BGWL just now, and then suddenly rmbed that I didn't have a good impression of all those friends that are still with me now. In fact all those that I had a good first impression of from the start had made me changed my opinions. I guess things really change huh.
Anyway spent my first day of 2012 quite normally. Its just the first page of the year. I hope tmr will be better aye? Gonna mert my relative tmr. kinda reluctant to because I know that it will be some awkward moment meeting my cousins, that is if they're there. But thinking of what uncle said at the wake that day, I gotta try to be more sociable yo. Hope everythings fine^^.

It is hard for me to express my feelings and thoughts to everyone directly , even to my close ones. Kinda thankful of those who didn't left me even though I'm sucha boring person who don't know how to express my feelings properly to thank them or whatever right in their face, & I knw this attitude of mine doesn't make people feel appreciated at all.


this is love.

shall post something more useful later on :)

hey all.
listening to my papa, uncle talking about their happenings when they were young right now. Its kinda.. cool? They shared with us thosechildhood stories when they were in the changi Kampong(?) told us that it was only 50c to consult a doctor, 15c to buy a bowl of noodles, how they had to helped out the family last time after school, how hard life used to be, how lucky we are now...
Memories.
Oh yeah suddenly remembered that time where all the cousins gather together to talk crap, i think it was during that period where granny passed away. Eldest(?) cousin told us how her younger bro, my other cousin managed to woo his current wife. Haha he was figuring how to fold hearts/stars for his crush. Its like so sweet? :p I think its his first love LOL. Admire their r/s. they have been tgt for like, 10 yrs? So now they're married with a cute lil' boy. This is love yo.

I'm really bored nao.hahaha.

"这是爱 当无心伤害
这是爱 当脾气更改
挫折又期待 你说你不信这是爱
这是爱 当赌气离开
这是爱 当偷着遗憾
没通过试练的爱 就不算是真的爱"

Still in love with this song.I'm otw to granny's house. Heheh. Anw, I envy those people in a group/band living with each othwr under the same roof. I mean its like, since they're gonna be stuck with you till your career(?)ends? I kinda envy the bonds they had together, the freling of working together, eating together, laughing together, working hard together for the same goal, and cry together, get happy together,when you're feeling tired or sad, or had problem that no one could understand, they could be there to comfort me. That feeling is somewhat like th fac period, where 4 of us studies tgt, eat tgt, sleep together. We lost we cry together, we won we laugh together.
Yes. I'm that weird. Well maybe its because since young I don't have anyone to talk to? I mean like me and my bro has a age gap of 5y.o. & I always wanted many siblings or smtg, cause I like the feelinf of being in a big grp/team/ whatever.
Gotta Be Realistic yo.
//
Life was okay for me? I failed my first Amaths test of the year. FAC is around the corner so I should really start studying f.a and h.n. Gonna so something useful before I end January 2012. Had lots of fun and laughter and I have to thank all my awesome friends for that :o) Gonna be contented for everything yeah, sometimes too much of aomething isn't good!! blueak.

"I'll just find my love"-B1A4

Hey all. cca fair ended, so do those tough training we all had, standing under the sun, all those sweat and all those hard work, I hope its worth it! :).
CCA fair today and went to school, rushing here and there, because the whole situation was kinda hectic. Was pretty nervous, couldn't even do the slow march when I first started*-* But it went better along the 3 mins~. Well its kinda pathetic how we trained for 1month for this 4 min performance. But I hope all those hard work we had put in are well paid off :) & hope that WWSJ could recruit some great sec1s!^^. I didn't know how well we did for our Fancy drill, and honestly speaking, I don't really believed it when others/corp mates/ officers/ teachers said that they were happy with our performance. But I still hope we did well hahahahaha.

I don't why, but it just goes on.

Hey. I'm back from NYP visiting heheh. School was okay today. We changed our class sitting arrangements. And I'm sitting beside gladys dumbtan now :>. I'm in the second row, LIKE FINALLY YEAH. infront of me was jiaxian and weien, and Nadhirah and natasha behind me heheh. Bgwl wasn't too far from me:). Hope I'll grow to like the seat more, since its windy heheh.
School's dismissed at around 1.40. You see the new timetable with 35/period makes the starting/ ending time for every lesson so awkward. Went to canteen for lunch and rushed up agn to find jx and cass cuz I had forgotten to do so x.x Then settled some saint john stuffs blablabla. Set off to NYP! It was kind of boring, but still fun? Get to know more even thou I dobt think I'm gna get into that school. So had quite a few thought throughout the trip but has no link to the NYP thing. Was laughing quite a lot, because of the lift and the faci's bagde and gladys' sound making stitch and those actions 4E did and everything else. Feeling restless and sleepy aft the whole thing cuz I didn't have enough sleep over the few days.
Anyway there's cca rehearsal tmr, mega sian-ness cuz I am kind of tired over cca stuffs. But well. Endure it yo. Few more months to pass out, and I think I'll miss saintjohn so gna try to enjoy everything I'm doing nao.

//Sometimes you start to lose the importance of someone whom has been dearest to you.
But its not because you are not impt to me anymore.

Hey. Its the second day of the school. westwood has made some of the changes since the sxh starts,like shifting the westwood intouch and home@ww session to the last few periods in school. The sec4s no longer has aircon in their classrooms, and for 4E, ms cai and mr Samuel are no longer our form & co-form teachers. Feeling abit sad but Ms cerenna ng and Mdm fauziah doesn't seem bad too. Just that its pity(?) that Ms Cai didn't follow up to teach us for sec4.

School wasn't bad today, has quite some fun, esp Amaths lesson. So Marcus was whistling the whistle part in troublemaker & Gladys heard it. Then she told mr and Weien about it and we start laughing out loud about it hahahaha. I think later on Jared went to whistle and we laughed again. We laughed again and again when they keep on whistling, not knowing the situation. I think we spent like half of the amaths lesson laughing and attempting to whistle heh. speaking of Amaths I hope yo do better for it, as least to pass consistently or something? Same goes for the other subjects. I can't afford to fail anymore. gonna start working hard aft this week so as to get my desired results. Yeap its abit early but isn't it better? :) Anyway I can't celebrate cny with everyone so. yeah. All the best!

这是爱 当无心伤害
这是爱 当脾气更改
挫折又期待 你说你不信这是爱。

So this song is stuck in my head, currently. Too bad its only for 1min30sec *_*
//
Was talking to BGWL just now, and then suddenly rmbed that I didn't have a good impression of all those friends that are still with me now. In fact all those that I had a good first impression of from the start had made me changed my opinions. I guess things really change huh.
Anyway spent my first day of 2012 quite normally. Its just the first page of the year. I hope tmr will be better aye? Gonna mert my relative tmr. kinda reluctant to because I know that it will be some awkward moment meeting my cousins, that is if they're there. But thinking of what uncle said at the wake that day, I gotta try to be more sociable yo. Hope everythings fine^^.

It is hard for me to express my feelings and thoughts to everyone directly , even to my close ones. Kinda thankful of those who didn't left me even though I'm sucha boring person who don't know how to express my feelings properly to thank them or whatever right in their face, & I knw this attitude of mine doesn't make people feel appreciated at all.


this is love.