You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
31 May, 2010 / 5/31/2010 03:20:00 pm
so that particular girl, hasn't reply me.
I did anything i could.
so i shall do her part for her? -.-
so i shall do her part for her? -.-
Can't she reply the call?!
GRR.
3 more days to Ancocamp.
I haven touched on the MOI thing.
oh, nevermind.
-
Holidays are here. nothing to do yeah.
ROT.
blah. nothing to say yeah.
I am going crazy soon.
29 May, 2010 / 5/29/2010 07:40:00 pm
Ah, i finally finished the anco course. :D
Now for the camp T.T
MORE STRESS
Sad to say, i hate whisky so much that i did not even bother to talk to them.
no offence? LOL
Its such a good thing to have two people of the same school with you in a group, esp when you are in a enduring camp.
And right at this moment, enduring in progress.
Well, my partner for M.O.I presentation is a PLMGSS girl.:( I don't know her, she don't know me. I never even had met her. WOW.
Praying that the girl is some really nice people. One nice gal for me from whisky is good enough:(
blahblahblah.
Well, today was okay?
also very boring.
its all those theory things?With add. of some command shouting and laughter and C.Parade.
I STILL DON"T LIKE THE FOOD.
YUCKY WESTERN FOOD. BLEAH x.x
nothing more to say.
Bye :P.
i, want to quit this camp. But do i have a choice?
I am really tired.
comments not advisable.
26 May, 2010 / 5/26/2010 10:43:00 pm
:Pim crapping.
BLAH.
totally agree with AhFang's post.
sometimes stupid people don't think before they speak:\
and, today's recess.. I didn't mean that way. No bad intentions. SERIOUSLY.
operationcleanup.
lotsa fun!
wrote many things on the window panes? ":)
and then stayed back. with Jiaxin and AhFang
and then skipp..
homed.
and then eateateat :D
and im here!
--
if everything is that easy; if only.
Regrets, you'll get them easy.
People tries to erase and cover up those mistakes.
But sometimes when you hurt someone too hard, the marks you left behind is still visible.
And all the mistakes, no matter how hard you try to cover up, will still be there.
24 May, 2010 / 5/24/2010 10:33:00 pm
I didn't know that short ducks and stupid rabbits have fingers to type on keyboards and get on spamming.
WOW, isn't it? ._.
AHAHA, GREEN STILL ROCKS ^^
23 May, 2010 / 5/23/2010 05:46:00 pm
oh.
thank you.
Sorry.
22 May, 2010 / 5/22/2010 08:20:00 pm
Yo :)
Anco course today.
met Tan ahfang today uh.
reached swiss at 7.05?
damn early huh?
Went there so early.
was kind of scared at first.
lecturing HA HA. it was so not nice.
It was boring.
no one to chat with.
eight of us was separated in to individuals for each team. how good could that be huh~ :\
oh, mavin sir got - by that very-zai-de-ma'am. :O
idk who is that lah-.-
-
oh yeah, the food is bleah.
yuck. x(
and then LectureLectureLecture~
Eye contacted with ah fang?
and blah. skip these boring things.
--
and then mavin sir and shaun sir Talk...
shaun sir come out = relax!
mavin sir come out = stress!
* not said by me.
wanted to laugh. The way the spoke was, so not them. :P
blah.
eat lonnngjohnsilver. very full lei.
then home!
Today wasn't so bad? well the scary thing is ANCO camp itself?
AHH! food will all be chicken again!
3-day chicken meal! x(
why can't we camp in westwood? :0
oh, i miss those normal saintjohn training in school yaw~ T,T
21 May, 2010 / 5/21/2010 09:24:00 pm
I'll get pissed more and more each time.
What the hell is the problem?
._.
But I guess,
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
if you care, if you really care, you will listen to us. :)-
/ 5/21/2010 08:45:00 pm
Went to JurongwestPrimary for first aid duty with the SCs.
And YEAH, IT IS BORING LIKE SHEET.
suntanned for more then 3 hours.
OHHH, if im ever gonna die, i would die of skin cancer.
OH, saw that YOG mascot. :D
and blahblahblah.
HOMED.
-
Tomorrow is ANCO :O.
ohmygodd.
some bad things happened.
but luckily.
:)
RAH. scared about tmr.
wahh, if some stupid crap happen, it will be the end of me.
G.G
NOTHING GOES WRONG?
AHHH. CALM DOWN.
CHILL CHILL CHILL.
And YEAH, IT IS BORING LIKE SHEET.
suntanned for more then 3 hours.
OHHH, if im ever gonna die, i would die of skin cancer.
OH, saw that YOG mascot. :D
and blahblahblah.
HOMED.
-
Tomorrow is ANCO :O.
ohmygodd.
some bad things happened.
but luckily.
:)
RAH. scared about tmr.
wahh, if some stupid crap happen, it will be the end of me.
G.G
NOTHING GOES WRONG?
AHHH. CALM DOWN.
CHILL CHILL CHILL.
:( . SJ.
19 May, 2010 / 5/19/2010 06:02:00 pm
Its the same old boring day?
oh yes, Ms Melissa.T is going off today
:(
well, had lots of fun with the bubbles (:
Ahh, photo taking. i look stupid.
lunched, kfc, again.
crapped.
and blahhhhhhh.
yeah.
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs.
:).
smiley face. :) :)
one is always better then two :)
YEAH IM CRAZY ^^>
18 May, 2010 / 5/18/2010 05:28:00 pm
._. HA,HA.
that was a nice joke~
--
well, im gonna let it off.
REALLY misunderstandings.
You hate me?
if you aren't one, then say.
im hearing what you say but i just can't make a sound
you tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down
nolink.
i told you, green rocks ^^
16 May, 2010 / 5/16/2010 01:33:00 pm
Yeayeayeah, I am mean. i am crazy.
whatever.
I'm stuck at home; really boring.
There's nothing for me to do.
Everything seem so boring.
Oh yeah, had a weird dream, on Friday?
Its a funny dream that was so unbelievable.
well, crazy people do crazy dreams.
-
tomorrow is school?
speaking of this, a sense of guilt rushed through my mind.
No reasons, just don't know what to do or say in school.
AHLALALALALALALA.
bullshit.
i've been watching but the stars refused to shine
15 May, 2010 / 5/15/2010 09:15:00 pm
so, im back here, crapping.
Its saintjohn tday!
we are the only cca resuming?
cool right? x)
today was blehblehbleh
JXin was th in charge;D
cuz sec 3 not free. and sec 2s went to teach? :\
AHH, i look stupid talking to sec ones.
generation gap?
blahh.
well, some things happened and i was like .___."'
they think they pro? wth.
itkindofsuck. only th gals listen. the guys gave no damn
so they kena scolded. AHAHAHA.
some still don't want listen?
KICKTHEMOUTTTT,MANN.
-wanted to give those guys a tight slap. >[
she told them to speak only in English.
guess what they did.
They spoke louder and tried to spite us. too bad; DINT WORK LAHH
we are patient. you are lucky that M was'nt around, idiots.
:. did something damn stupid.
Anyway, it siann to teach them.
they rather run them do FD.
so whats the point giving them punishments?
HELL.
GREEN ROCKS RIGHT?
YES!! green RAWKS.
13 May, 2010 / 5/13/2010 07:57:00 pm
roar.
it wasn't really about you.
misunderstood?
whatever.
ANOTHER ONE : S.E.E !
:D
/ 5/13/2010 02:33:00 pm
Oh yeah. midyearexaminations are over.
-
today was boohoo.
so gonna flunk physics. :
something went wrong during L.
HA.HA. not funny.
oh yeahhhhh.
jokers joke. so whatever shyt that comes out from joker's mouth are crap.
but i don't talk shit. :)
final.
since you dont care care anymore, i shall give no damn.
Dont say we were not there for you.
BYE.
[ '_' ]
(W)
bd
crapping! :P
crapping! :P
12 May, 2010 / 5/12/2010 07:46:00 pm
Well, everything is so complicated that i dont know how to salvage it.
someone to no one.
close to distant.
we didn't talk to you because, you were so not happy.
We tried, yes we did.
If we asked you questions, would you tell us yr problems?
If we give you concern, will you think that we are sympathizing you?
we will listen to you.
we always sensed your presence.
oh right, nvmd.
i don't know what im talking.
miracles;
i guess its all up to you; since we humans can't change the fate. theres nothing we can do. its just, like that.
sadly; fairly.
i guess slowly, everything else doesn't matter now;
leave it all. ;)
COLOURS! :)
/ 5/12/2010 07:08:00 pm
I am weird.
I am crazy.
I am mean.
:B
blah.
:(
08 May, 2010 / 5/08/2010 01:03:00 pm
too late, too bad.
you missed the chance.
And theres no more left.
Well well. i am really blogger friendly.
right, that was crap.
so, i wanted to apologise yesterday, but somethings wasn't right.
and so, yeah, you know. Yea.
She is no longer the one i knew.
distance.
i have no idea why.
its just some kind of annoy.
.
long stories are not meant to be told.
misunderstandings are meant to be solved.
PEOPLE, change.
THINGS, change.
immune.
its shitty boring.
07 May, 2010 / 5/07/2010 09:57:00 pm
How did you feel when you wrote all the posts?
How did you feel after you wrote all the posts?
:/ ROAR.
/ 5/07/2010 02:24:00 pm
Lost time is never found again.
treasure, is the word.
well, i guess what ever i say now is too late:(
but, just listen. please. thanks.
oh yeah. that post was'nt really bout you.
there mixed feelings, over few people.
THIS, the post right here; is for you.
some people should know what.
YOU, ARE MY FRIEND. FOREVER.
yes, this time, i wont lie.
But,we were caught in between.
misunderstandings?
hey, this time is really misunderstanding.
tried talking to you.
but what we saw was not you.
it was someone sad.
you are not cheering.
whatever we did did'nt work.
yeah.
we tried talking crap, cuz you would always play with us.
But you did not.
oh yeah, whatever i say would not really work.
your mind is already set.
:( nevermind.
im seriously not trying to give reasons or to push the stupid blame around, saying that it got nothing to do with me.
so yeah, i really don't know what to say.
bye.
sorry.
02 May, 2010 / 5/02/2010 08:29:00 pm
i don't know if you are really sad or you are just trying to get attention.
i don't know if you are lying or you are really telling the truth.
i don't know if you are really that bad.
i don't know if i should believe you or not.
i don't know what to say about you.
You were really nice, treated me lots of things and such. Yeap, i appreciate it.
You back me up, when everyone abandon me which made me really touched.
You made me laugh and always cheer me up when i am so deep down. thanks.
You once made me think that you were the best friend i could ever get in my whole dumb life.
But, you don't like apologise to people when you are in the wrong.
this annoys people.
You have a personality that tells people that you are very strong. but you aren't. You fall back easily.
You don't understand what other people feel. You do what you want without noticing others reaction.
You say things that offends people, but you did not realise it.
im stuck now. I don't trust you as much as before.
We don't get much fun now when we hang out together.
Your temper became so bad.
And you became emotional so suddenly.
And sometimes,sadly, i can't stand you.
sometimes, i just think that you are, annoying.
sometimes, i really think that you are lying in your b.
sometimes, i think that you got all the facts wrong.
sometimes i hear diff stories from him and you
im not trying to scold you or bitch about things, but i seriously hope that you could change.
because i still treat you as a friend, seriously.
remember that.
